I spent the day NOT doing what I was supposed to do (tackling that pesky to-do list). Instead, I spent the morning going for a run with my friend, C-Licious. I picked her up and dropped her off so I could see her new appliances. She got a new refrigerator – with an auto ice maker. Knowing how much I love ice cubes,she had to show me, and I had to see it. Today I drank a tall glass of ice-cold water, compliments of my friend and her new Stainless Steel Sears Elite.
I then showered and went on my 2nd date with MM guy. He asked me to lunch, I said yes. We had a lovely lunch, a great time together, it is easy to be with him. He was born and grew up in Lebanon. He was there during the Lebanese Civil War.. I’m intrigued by him and his history. I look forward to learning more about Lebanon (my own research) and his stories.
Now, I’m sitting home , catching up on all the seasons of Lost (yes, that’s right, sitting at home in my undies watching TV, attractive isn’t it?) that I haven’t seen since my separation… I’m addicted to this new little Roku box. I have so many shows to watch, streamed from Netflix directly to my HDTV.. all for the low low cost of 9.99 a month. Honestly, I may have to add this little box to my list of addictions.
So, the title of this blog, although I’m having a great day, I can’t help but think of My Mr. Big. He drove a 740 Li, and I saw at least 6 of them today – I couldn’t help but slow down and see if he was in the car (even the parked cars. I know, such a dork). As much as I like MM guy and enjoyed lunch, I would have loved to have gone to lunch with my My Mr. Big, come home and taken a nap (we sure enjoyed our naps together, “one of life’s simplest pleasures”), make dinner, watch a movie, and
make love (for the parents) have great conversation.
There is/was something about My Mr. Big… the way we were together. It was just so easy, so natural. I imagined him enjoying the beautiful day with his kids – swimming, golfing, tennis… he loves doing outdoor activities with his kids.. and he has this bronze skin that is just to die for. I do wish him well, want the very best for him, but I do still miss him.
So, as I catch up on LOST, I wish he was lying next to me, his head in my lap, my fingers running thru his hair, just enjoying his company. So alas, another evening alone missing what I can’t have.