Wow, Mom is in the hospital. She is down. This woman is the strongest woman I know. I’m numb. She may have had a heart attack… may have had a bad reaction to something. Either way, she ended up in the emergency room. When I spoke to her, she was “drunk”… I made light of her condition, largely because I have no idea of how to deal with this situation. Mom, the rock of the family, needs help, whether she admits it or not.
God, my heart is heavy tonight. What do I do.. go home to her home…. stay home and deal…. I love this woman. She is the most significant woman in my life – so much of her experience is who I am, what I am today…. What do I do??? Definitely makes me think of what is important in life…
Paula's Ponderings 
I am so sorry Paula.
No great advice other than to just GO and see her. Dealing from home sucks it really does (I know). If your work will allow get on a train, plain or drive, just go. Life is too short and we only get one shot at it so make every moment count.
H.S.
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you and your mom are in my thoughts
xoxoxoxo
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