My life is about to change in a big way…. both good and bad. Most of the changes in our lives happen due to unexpected events…. There are a lot of changes going on in my life right now, changes I can’t talk about, but changes that will alter the course of my life. I’m scared. I either make it or I don’t. I have little to zero control over what has happened, but I am in control of what I do now… how I react to the situation, how I move forward. I’m taking it one day (maybe an hour??) at a time so anxiety doesn’t consume me.
In addition to these changes, I spend a lot of time at the end of the year reflecting on the year, my choices, life happenstance. This year, I made a lot of choices that are irreversable, and now, things beyond my control have altered my lifestyle… I’ve been thrown up in the air, my feet are facing the sky, my back is down, and I’m looking to turn it around before the new year begins… we shall see. I have no idea how I’m going to land, but I am making a plan to land on my feet.