Yes, a slight adjustment to a an old infomercial favorite – “I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!”. My usage of this every popular catch phrase has more to do with emotional health, not a medical (physical) emergency.
2008 was a very tough year. 2009 is/was a recovery year. As I look back, 2009 was about figuring out “my stuff”. It’s taken a lot longer than I thought it would, but then again, I feel like I want to be solid, standing strong and on my own two feet before I get back into living life.
I have been a recluse this year. I’ve done this on purpose… somewhat. The good thing is that I’ve focused on me, what I want and need. The bad thing is that I’ve kept to myself most of the year and not reached out to good friends. Thinking about this year has me thinking about what I want/need in the new year. Right now I’m not sure what 2010 will bring, but I will give it some serious thought these next few days.
I’ll keep you posted.